Thank you plb. Still working on that bottle I got a few months ago, but on nights like this, it comes in SO handy. I can sleep fairly peacefully and not wake up groggy. Which is a good thing. Work and all.

One of these days I will get back to proper blogging without all of the photos getting in the way. I used to have witty things to say, right?

In the meantime, read my twitter stream over there to the left. Micro-blogging at it’s … at my best.


yeah, I got notice. This is kind of how I felt even though I was expecting it.

You’ll probably encounter some thorny problems in the career domain; but you’ll rapidly recover your good judgment and your sharpness of mind. Don’t overrate your strength: rest will prove necessary; too great fatigue can provoke backaches and heart weaknesses. Put a little distance between you and your family-in-law if you want to preserve your conjugal understanding; don’t leave it any possibility to interfere with your private life, otherwise you’ll have to cope with an awkward situation.

this is the best i've felt all week. can you imagine?

I can't remember. Didn't I tell you about that? Are you sure? Did I do that? I thought I did.

I am really hating the hallucinations/vivid dreams. This morning I had to ask my housemate if I had gotten up this morning and cooked. Because I dreamed it had happened, in detail and pretty much in the order that I later did it. I have full conversations that I remember. I dream/remember doing tasks that I am confused about later when I see that they are not done. And of course, my quality of sleep has started to suffer. Just earlier this morning I was falling asleep at my desk. I'm now drinking (guzzling) a Caramel Mocha frappacino in the hopes that I will wake up.

And I have been gently reminded to stop surfing except on breaks. Back to the grind

Annette Sargent

"Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea."  -Robert A. Heinlein

12:20 PM AND I CAN’T STOP FIDGETING!!!!!!!!!!!

I’ve been off Zoloft for almost a month but woke up and started a small anxiety attack took my regular dose. The last thing i need is an anxiety attack at work.